Tuesday, August 28, 2012

I did it.

I went back to the hospital where Jack was pronounced dead.  This was the first time and I have been putting it off.  Sarah needed her 12 month shots and I even thought about going somewhere else.  But I did it.  My heart was racing, my hands were sweating and my head felt like it was under water.  I didn't cry and I didn't turn around.  I felt like I've accomplished a lot today. 

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  1. UnknownAugust 28, 2012 at 10:30 AM

    that is WONDERFUL!!! Love you!!

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  2. Danielle August 28, 2012 at 10:40 AM

    xo

    ...danielle

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  3. ericaAugust 28, 2012 at 10:52 AM

    <3

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  4. wendyAugust 28, 2012 at 11:27 AM

    That is great!!! I was tearing as I read this, I know this was extremely hard for you and now has been an accomplishment!!! I love you!!!!! I am so proud you faced this!!!! You know I am here if you need to talk, anytime!!!!!

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  5. UnknownAugust 28, 2012 at 12:40 PM

    you will always have the memory and the feeling of how you felt that day ...even with baby steps. Embrace it and know Jack is holding your hand.

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