Monday, September 27, 2010
I had a few things that needed to be fixed in the house
today. The guy that came has been here a few times now and I have told
him a little about Jack before. While he was here I got the delivery from
Walgreen's for all of Jack's feeding pump supplies and formula. He
asked how Jack was doing and I told him the truth, that he is 17 months but
developmentally he's around 2-3 months but that he just started the ketogenic
diet and his seizures have decreased from 50 a day to about 15. Then I
went on to tell him about all the therapies that he has been receiving since he
was a month old. That's when he said it, "you're a really great mom,
I don't know how you do it."
To me it's just what I was meant to do. I was meant to
be Jackson's mom. (Yes, I got that from Forrest Gump) To me this is
normal. We might have hard days (or nights) and he can't hold his head up
but this is Jackson and I just do what feels right to me. Love him!
Love you!! Praying for you everyday. I miss seeing pictures of him smiling and pretending to be asleep when the therapist or nurses come in :)
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